ignorance
Monday, December 22, 2008
nothing really happen today.except that b..... came back to sch today.i didnt realise that until zacky told me.should i avoid him or just treat it normally?well.i choose to avoid than to have contacts with him.cause i guess ignorance will be the best solution for us.heard that he has a gf now.good for him though.hope he wont play the trick of telling other girls that he likes her.enough of him i guess.hmmx..had a talk with jasmine ho.looking at her is how i looked at myself in the past.having the same situation as her last time.holding on to that guy when i know that there won't be any possibilities btw us.what i got in the end was sadness.1 year..it took me exactly 1 year just to forget everything even though the rela was less than a month.what i want to say is..dont bring regrets to u and him.before u trust what people said bout him,ask urself,do u trust him?he is the one that u deeply in love with.and u should be the one who understand him well than other people does.do u think u are selfish by not sparing a thought for him?i guess right now..all he needed from u was trust and understand..letting go might hurt but it definitely bring u and him far..i'm sorry to comment so much when i'm just an outsider..but i really hope u guys will still be friend afterall..take care and sorry for all the comments.
2 more days to our 2 years.i love u (:iris