i got my this food hygiene test back.i thought i can pass with a completence or even a very good mark.i really thought i can..really..sad to say i didnt.i'm one of the not yet completence.why?i studied well the night b4.i even revise with sabrina.i really studied le.but why am i one of them?i got so much confidence in it.so much that i told darling the test very easy.sigh..why??why ..is it i never tried my very best?sigh..though i pass.but a wrong cause me a not yet completence.yes.i'm sad.really sad.god..give me a pat on my shoulder.what i need now is console...

failure iris

hee ben po po.
i jus nv blog for a few wks jiu say i lazi. :P
wo shi zhen de a bit lazi n forget also la.
ermm anyway po po ah
this fri n sat i will giv u e whole day.
i promise u this n i will sureli keep my this promise.
although i always nv fulfill some of my promises, but i will sureli make my promise come true.
becoz i luv u my dear dear.
hee
anyway i tml n fri off lo.
den sun nite book in n mon most likeli afternoon jiu book out lo!
so it means i got tues wed n thurs for u. but may be 1 day for my family also.
hee
po po ah. since ni post ur pix le. i also wan to post some too.
<----this is mi! shuai ma?

i discovered that my darling has become very lazy to update blogs le hor..hee!just kidding de.my darling going to thailand le.what can i say?haa.nothing.going to slp le.nite peeps.

iris

is us at our training restaurant.

jacky and daren.see what are they doing..

something happen in my class today.exactly what happen i wont say cox too long le.anyway today wanted to go visit jie mei de(my class finish quite early today)then that ben jie mei say his time very tight therefore cannot meet me.sigh.miss the kopi o at my work place there.end up i went home straight.thought of cooking a maggie mee for myself but i was so tired that i sleep on the sofa the whole afternoon.i slp around 3 something and woke up at round nearly 6.sometimes i really admire myself.hee.wake up then realise there is a miss call from yeye.ahh shit!wanted to talk to him so much lo.never mind.he will be coming back later.i jsu went for a dinner at my mum's boss house.it was ok la.dont like to go to that kind of function.just go there show only.well..today is really boring ah.oh ya.i had this tourism test this morning.and i didnt study for it.a pass will just make my day bah.hee..gtg le.night.

p.s:uncle ben ask me to go back work.sat & sun.12.00pm - night.$50 a day.should i go?i cant make up my decision.

iris

今天考卷分回来了。。我的努力的确有了回报。我考到了76.4/100。是很不错的成绩但我一点开心的感觉都没有。是因为我要求太高了吗？我的一个好朋友拿了和我差不多的分数。她考得78.6/100，就多我那一点。但心里就好像有一种很不是滋味的感觉。。是我自私了吗？还是我太贪心了啊？我不懂丫～可能是因为我要求太高了吧。更令我惊讶的是，那些我以为不会pass的人却是班上的最高分。哈哈！实在是无法相信啦。。不说了。越想就越不平衡。=（

爷爷去打战了。完了！孤独的夜又要开始了。。不知怎么的，今天的夜似乎有点漫长～什么也不想做就只想做白日梦。sabrina约我去喝茶但我却拒绝了。不要问我原因。因为我也不知道怎么回答。可能是因为不想那么晚出去了吧。。爷爷，你感觉的到我在想你吗？感觉的到我的孤单吗？7/3/08的我会变成怎样啊？我不敢去想。。也不敢去想像。。真的。。唉。。

iris字

po po!! hee i found this new blog skin le
actualli got nicer one but i cant figure out e codings so i choose this one
hee. nice ma?
ermm nx time i find a nicer one k?
nx wk ye ye yao qu war le
v sian ah
cannot chat wif po po every nite le.
so po po mus take good care of urself k?
n enjoy everyday k?
anything jus dun get angri or cry k?
deng ye ye hui lai zhai he ye ye jiang hor
hao ma? muack!

hey hey hey..finally got the time to sit down in front of the com and blog le.hmmx...first of all,i must get one thing clear.that is i'm not sha k?我不傻!ah yoh..i dont understand lo.why everyone say me sha.anyway..i'm going back to malaysia tml lo.FINALLY a break for me.not going to sch tml..yeah!haa..let me summarise what had happen last week.ok.i went to one of my classmate's mum's pub for a drink.of course is with my other classmates lo.was kinda excited bout the session cause i never really go out with my classmates b4.and now is the chance.haa..through the whole drinking session,i had only 2 mugs.2 mugs only!and..that's it!i was drunk after that.not say drunk la is just that i feel giddy and i cant walk straight.all i know was i need a rest room to vomit.as for the whole procedure..i'm not going to say much.cox hen 丢脸。。end up,i was send home by ye ye.seriously i'm really thank him for that night.if he never come find me,i also wont be able to got home so ''smoothly''.haa..ye ye ah..thanks for that night.you made me realised that how important i am in your heart.sorry ah.i'm always bu ting hua.you asked me not to drink too much and yet i drank until i got 酒膜now.haix..anyway,i guess when you see this post i'm already in malaysia lo.ni yao hao hao zhao gu zi ji k?anything just give me a call oh..muackx..

=po po=

po po. wo de xin yest zhen de hao tong hao tong. i realli feel v sad when see u in tt pain n yet i cant do much..
i m sry po po.. i m sry i nv go wif u.. if i had gone wif u those things will not happen le.. i m sry..
po po.. da ying wo nv do tt again k? da ying wo k?
ermm but tink of it, its also a experience for u ba. its a lesson too. so nx time if wan go again i promise u i will sureli go wif u if i m able to. i will not hestitate anymore. becoz i nv wan to see u like yest again.
ermm anyway tml we r goin shoppin! rmb?? hee
we r goin to giant to shop for stuff and goin to far east for clothings n bags!! weee
i still owe u a bag n i nv forget oh.
tml i will get one for u! :)
hao qi dai tml de shoppin day! hee luv shoppin wif u coz u always like to walk n walk n walk n walk until tired den we will rest at some nice places for food n drinks! weee i wan to eat ermm i also dunno. haa tml see wat nice den we eat lo!
ermm todae saw a nice posting in e forum. wan see? *below*

The fundamentals of love
Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourself charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her best features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.

You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that you admire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level.

After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems able to replace her in your heart.

So both of you agree to go steady and work even harder on the relationship. You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.

When You Forget The Fundamentals

However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began. You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a more ladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why must she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?

To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory" contains all the reasons that you fell in love with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.

Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she spoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?

Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendship phase. Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage. As her boyfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations about her. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.

The Secret Of Strong Relationships

A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance? Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.

So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path, don't give up without checking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.

"Follow the rule of love and enjoy it, as loving someone is a wonderful and sweet experience."

when i read finish this i realli tink back n those sweet n bad memories came back. haa but i rmb one mostli r sweet memories. like e first time we met n e first time we go watch movie. haa esp e one when i bought e wrong cinema tix n in e end had to watch until v late. but i realli happi when u willing to stay wif mi to watch another show. hee i luv all e moments wif u po po!! thx u for being wif mi for e past 1 yr n 40 days. thx u po po!
i LOVE u!!