arrr goin to 1 mth no job le.
sad..
po po has already start her attachment at roxette le. e shatec hotel there i tink
ermm quite a ok timing ba
3 - 11pm is good i tink coz can slp longer but her place there under renovation. hope wun disturb her.
ermm todae she is so unlucky lo..
haa cannot find her bow tie and had to take a cab down to aljunied to buy one n take bus den take mrt again..
quite suay sia..
but i tink her job todae quite ok one
so its not realli tt suay day la
muack! got suay jiu hui you heng heng de shi hou k??
ermm i tml earli mornin had to wake up le. for e starhub interview.
hope successful coz i realli nid a job le..
i dun mind do watever job but no sales n hope salary not tt bad..
but jus cant find. tmdz..
hope tml is e day. hee
po po tml hui heng heng de! muack! i will hav to slp earli tonite. hee

ermm i tink this is e time when i realli fail as a good bf le..
everyone got giv po po bdae present but i nv..
arrr no money is realli damn sian la!!
i realli nid a work asap ahhh...
ermm yest went out to celebrate bdae wif po po
its her 20th bdae!
she is 1 yr older lo but her thinkings is still like small kid.
stubborn n sometimes ben ben de.
haa jk jk!
ermm actualli plan to go buy a bear for her but she dun wan..
so we went ard places to look for present but in e end also nv buy coz e one po po wan is not in good condition..
anyway realli feel very very super mei you yong..
i realli hate this feelin of useless n cant do anything for po po..
ermm tts y i felt so sad n keep quiet.. coz i was tinking how to make it up for u when i got my first salary..
i realli realli wan to make u happi todae de.. i mean yest..
dui bu qi oh..
ermm but i will sureli giv u something good for my first salary payout.
tml po po is goin msia le.
goin to miss her for these few days..
realli will miss her a lot a lot!
ermm hao ba
post some photos of her bdae.



anyway po po. happi bdae n happi anniversary.
i owe u a big big present.
n i will get it for u when i get my first pay. hee
muack! wo ai ni bao bei!

a few minutes towards 12 will be my birthday.nothing to say bout that.really..i just wish that my life will be filled with peace and silence.simplicity is what i want.happy birthday iris.happy forever k...

exam is finally finished.no longer need to see those unwanted faces anymore.thank god is finally!yeah!went to johor with my new cliques.and it was damn damn fun.we spent less than 30 ringits(for each person)that day.can you imagine we spent the $$$ on karaoke,snacks,transport and dinner.so is damn cheap!haa.i really enjoyed myself ytd.it was fun.i've decided to go back ah ma house on wed.i know you are not coming back with me.and i said i wont force u.cause..no point.like i said..i dont want to pick a fight with you anymore.very sick of it.end up it is always the same show.感情讲的是包容。虽然你的拒绝使我感到很失望，但我不会因为这样而逼你。像我今天所和你说的，我不想和你吵架，但我恳请你了解我的感受。我知道我每次都很霸道但这次就请你再给我霸道最后一次。。我没办法把我自己放在你的角度来看。。真的没办法。。请你了解我为何失望。承诺是你一次又一次给我的。。所以我不想再有任何的承诺。我的心已无法再包容任何一个承诺了。。。打这篇文字的时候，我的心是痛得。。真的痛。。

haiz.. fri le still no work..
been lookin for a job for so long le..
its not i nv find..
i realli went to a lot places le..
ermm hope nx wk can get one
wo zhen de a bit mei yong...
po po goin to johor todae wif her classmates
mus be xiao xin ah..
a bit worry..
mus faster come back k?

today is the 3rd day i'm struggling for my exam.2 more to go and i will be free from stress.jia you.today i received the biggest birthday present from my school.i'm not going to mention what is this here.i finally got it.and of course i feel very happy.but that is only短暂的快乐..seriously i've been asking myself so what you got it?does it make u a happy person?no.it does not at all.i called her once i part off with my sch mates.i wanted so much to share with her.i wanted her to be happy for me.i wanted her congrats.i wanted her to know i did it.but when i heard her saying..'orh'.my heart sank to the core.i know time has make us go apart.i miss her.i got so much to talk to her.i wanted to tell her..hey i miss u super much you know.i wanted so much to apologize to her saying i'm sorry for not spending time with you.i wanted so much to meet her up for gossiping..i wanted so much to hug her saying you will be fine.you got me right..that is what i wanted so much..i failed in maintaining my friendship with her.i've failed badly.so what i'm the top 3 in class?so what i did flying colors for my exam?i'm not happy at all.i'm not..i hate what i am now.i hate.why am i not the first to be with her when she is sad?why????i miss her god..

hee yest went to watch kungfu panda wif po po!
ermm we went amk hub to watch coz po po hav kbox session wif her classmates at there b4 watchin movie.
haa e movie is realli nice n almost e whole show is funni lo
luff till siao
ermm but po po is v tired due to her exam n kbox. but i guess she also enjoyed e movie a lot
haa
ermm po po ah
abt ur attachment thing i dun mean tt contact lense is not good
coz i noe wearin spec sometimes can cause problem while working de.
but i hope when u earn money le den start spendin coz e contact lense is not realli cheap.
hope u understand k?
muack!
anyway my interview todae is fine
i lie a lot coz she ask mi abt my further study n i say no
den she ask mi y den i say i wan build my career in the company.
haa
den she ask mi bad experience wif customer during my attachment last time
den i anyohow make a story out
hee
li hai hor
realli hope i can get e job coz realli nid money now.
hee
i also pray u can get e scholarship :)
but if u dun.. pls dun get too upset k? u r still e best in my eyes. muack!

its like nv tt i have this feeling.
its e first time n i realli love it.
its like i hav gain back something so precious n nothing can buy it one.
I M SO HAPPY!
thx u po po n i will love u forever! n ever!
good luck for ur safti dinner tonite. hope everything will go smooth for u.
muack muack muack!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just wanna say..you are still mine.and that will be forever.sorry for yesterday.i know you didnt sleep the whole night feeling heart ache all over.so am i feeling heart ache all over.you are always my yeye and i will always be your..popo.muacks.love you lots.

all r so nice so nice..
i realli luv it..
i noe she luv them too..

Hey..is me.Is being so long ever since my last blog.so many things happen this period of time.and i realise alot of things.got my GPA today.waited for so long.and i thought i can get at least a 3 but..i got 2.86.i'm not surprise by that.cause i know that iris ng hui ting didn't put in effort during that exam period.but i'm abit upset.cause that makes ppl know that iris is actually not that fantastic.=(i didn't show my upset out cause is no big deal.to ppl 2.86 is already very good but to me it sucks to the core.sigh.transcript is here and there goes my scholarship.=(goodbye my beloved scholarship.PROJECTS!!!i hate projects!i damn fucking hate it!!!i got no time and heart to do it.and that makes my poor darling got to do it.and because of the project things we argue alot and also giving alot of lan jiao face to each other.theme party projects is because i got difficulty doing slide show and the music.then for the guest info project is because i had some f*&%$ in my group.sigh.is alright la.is already over le.darling.sorry ah.keep on quarrel with you and also threw temper to you.i didnt mean it in my heart de.but sometimes really quite irritating.sorry bout that..just wanna say..i do deeply in love with you after a year plus and i believe we will last forever.thanks for making me yours=)

with love&kisses,
dear dear

hee i luv sports day!
yest went to po po hse there to play badminton
haa quite fun to play wif them although not that challengin la
but its still v funni lo
haa coz po po always cant hit those high high balls
den i keep purposeli hit high high den she will miss n stand there luff
haa
realli v fun!
den her bro also v funni one lo
always ball drop on floor still go hit
hee i wan to play badminton wif them again!
after badminton we went for a short jogging
ermm at first dey dun wan jog one lo den i force po po
den her bro also join us after a while
hee its quite shiok after joggin n drink bubble tea
but todae whole body start to ache le sia
pain a bit.
ermm po po jus msged mi abt her transcript
its ok de popo
u realli did quite well le even when u nv study much
i m realli proud of u le
jia you jia you!
ermm most likeli goin to meet po po to go big book shop at my hse here later
hee