ok.. this 11th month anniversary can say is very happening ba.
ermm went to bugis first den ate at e food junction on e 3rd floor. haa havin a hard time findin seats but still able to get one. ate some strange food but still ok ba. after tt we went to find watch for po po but cant find one tt she realli likes. so we went to pray n og to walk ba.
arrr
tts when e happenin part come le. po po..
i m sry for makin u so sad but i realli tried v hard to tink of ways to make u happi again..
i realli dun wan make empty promises to u..
u r my one n oonli po po n i realli cherish every moment wif u..
i wish i can always be by ur side one..
although i wish to go out wif qk n gordon but i still wish e most is be wif u n celebrate this anniversary wif u..
i said i will be wif u means i will be de..
i realli will stay by ur side one..
sry to let u so sad..
but i also sacrifice my shirt lo. haa but tts jus a small small thing..
我真的很对不起。。
ok.. after all e happening things..
we went to e original plan when i wan to treat po po e ice cream dip one..
its realli v nice but now it become so exp so exp..
but nx time i sureli will treat u de.
i promise this.
ermm in e end we went to eat at e food junction beside e live band.
its cool to eat e bbq steamboat there.
haa
although e food not realli nice but i realli enjoyed coz i can see u also enjoy serving mi.
haa
thx u popo.
n sry in e end still went to meet qk dey all.
thx for understandin mi n thx for always forgivin mi.
i love u n happi anniversary po po.
我真的很爱你。。真的。。
muack!!

Negative Traits
The Cancerian can be sulky, devious, moody, and inclined to self-pity. They respond foremost to the urges and dictates of their feelings. One of the interesting contradictions in their nature is that they are prone to a sense of personal inferiority on one hand, and on the other they believe their views, opinions and behavior to be impeccable, and beyond question or criticism. By nature, very giving and selfless, they need to be aware of falling into the role of martyr in certain situations.
Main negative traits: Self pity, moody, clinging, manipulative, overly-emotional, insecure.
Positive Traits
Cancerians are strongly influenced by childhood memories, and have a tendency to live in the past. Cancer is a tenacious, purposeful, energetic, shrewd and intuitive type. Sometimes wise, with a philosophical view on life. They are over-imaginative and prone to be a victim of fantasy. They have a flair for the dramatic, and may possess literary or artistic talent. They tend to absorb their environment and have a talent for mimicry.
Main positive traits: Nurturing, protective, traditional, sensitive, understanding, caring, intuitive, tenacious.

look..this is what they say bout cancerian.true?haa..well..i find it true to a certain extend.

and let see what they say bout vigro.hee..

Positive Traits
Their mental bend gives them the ability to analyze and solve the most complicated problems. Virgos have a wonderful eye for detail and often neglect the overall issues. Hard workers and conscientious, they are perfectionists with little tolerance for shoddy work. There is no place in their world for people who are footloose and fancy free. More concerned with the outcome than the process, Virgos lack spontaneity.
Main positve traits: Practical, analytical, neat, industrious, detailed.

Negative Traits
On the negative side, Virgos have a penchant for turning molehills into mountains, difficulties into stress and cleanliness into obsessive behavior. There is a need to pay attention to health concerns, particularly those related to overt stress. Virgos are predisposed to worry and hypochondria.They can make themselves so useful to others, it often leaves them vulnerable to exploitation. They need to avoid being shy or inhibited when it comes to dealing with others interests as well as with their personal interests .
Main negative traits: Fault -finding, cynical, shyness, perfectionist, worrying, critical of self/others.

really true le..haaa..

=Iris=

Having a hard time last night.is like out of a sudden,i'm feeling so down.with no drivers sending me home and was left all alone in that office.is nice been alone..but not all the time for cancerian.whatever words that said to me last night was ultimately unpleasant to my ears.i had a hard time controlling my tears falling off but...is just hard to control.you see..as a cancerian,their mood swing are terrible.they can be happy at that very moment.BUT at the next moment,they will be feeling upset for no reason.ahuh!this is terrible right?ohh well..this is who they are.nobody can explain why are they behaving like this.all they can say was..when cancerian is feeling unsecure about something..they will be behaving in this way.haa!true..ok.i believe my aunty is going to visit me soon.and that may be the reason of why am i feeling down recently for no reason.haa..

meeting that stupid shit today.will be going to e library.cool.hope will enjoy bah..

=Iris=

After surfing net for some time,i decided to call dar dar.he just had his game ended.at that very moment when i hear his voice,i can tell you,i miss him lots.though we just see each other not long..but the feeling at that moment was strange.how i wish i can hug him tightly and say i miss you very much darling.but i knew for sure it wont happen(at that point of time).is ok..we gonna meet each other on sat.and we will be spending the whole afternoon and night together.sat will be the 11th month of our rela.how time flies..a couple been together for the past 11th month,and within this 11th month,many things happened.happy & unhappy.been wondering,what brings us together?i got this friend who asked me what is it like to be in love?i just smile and say..you will know eventually.haa..among my groups of friends,i'm counted to be the luckiest of all.they always say iris,you are so fortunate to have a boy who loves you so much.even my closest friend say that too.i dont know how to answer them when i hear that.i've been taking advantages of things around me.haix..

sorry.suddenly got the urge to blog all this.craps.haa..sometimes i just wish that he stay near me so that we wont have excuses of not meeting each other.really..sigh..got this very bad habbit recently.hee..loves to peep on other's ppl blog.hey..i dont do it on purpose k?is just happen to pop by their blog.those friend with bf/gf tends to blog everything.like we?hmmx..i guess so.when you read their blogs,is interesting and eventually you will learn something from them too.

err..i just trying to vent my boredness here.=p

=Iris=

come back from e cloud le.everything was almost perfect...ALMOST!!!well..i dont know where to start but anyway..haa!!!i've tried ALMOST all the games..in fact all.lol.i dont know where do i pick e courage to play all the stuff.is like those games was horrible.esp the shoot up thing.it was horrible.my tears drop eventually when my legs landed on the floor!for some reason i hate the person who invented this game.hmmx...time was short for us.but thank god it ended soon.if not..more unpredictable things may happened.we are not blaming you for all the outcome.because we know your character well.we will only blame ourselves for not accepting the facts of who you are.dont say sorry to us.say sorry to yourself.reason is because you didnt let your heart and soul enjoy as much as you expect.you choose to walk away.and you thought this will do us good.let me tell you..this decision of yours will make everyone more pissed!like i said..i dont blame you.really..but i prayed that you will change for a better.and i wondered..what will makes you change and wake up?a disaster?your love ones leave you?everyone choose to walk away from you?someone who walk up to you and give you a tight slap?or leave you in a country and steal your passport away?3 years le.change for a better one will you?you dont like your frens to leave you then CHANGE!!!!!haix..an imperfect trip for everyone.

P.S:for everyone's info.i'm not refering to my ah lao.but..someone else.

=Iris=

weee cloud here we come le!!

po po.. i made u so angri n so pek cek again..
i m realli so sry..
todae actualli can be a very nice day but becoz of wat i said made u so angri..
po po..
wat u say is not wrong.. i can nv say its always right but most of it make sense n is good for mi..
like dun keep play games..
i noe i m very addicted to computer..
wif u ard i can pei you rather dan e computer..
wif u ard i can spend more time wif u n not e comp..
i nid u po po..
haiz..
todae i realli dun mean to say tt u shd not always nag at mi playin comp..
i m jus a bit pek cek coz my sis said mi waste electricity..
i dun like tt when she always say mi..
so i jus grumble n nv mean to say u one..
po po..
forgiv mi can??
i realli apologise for wat i said..
u r my most important person..
i realli nid u n realli wan u to be wif mi forever de..
dun say u r not a good gf can..
i also not a good bf..
u r already a very good gf to mi le..
i realli man zu le..
wif u ard i realli feel veri blessed n happi..
po po..
sry..
forgiv mi..
i love u n realli realli wan to apologise to u..
muack..