it marks the new begining for me in banquet today.new batch of students.i thought the new batch will be diff to handle but i guess Ee Le prove me wrong.haha.he's one of the DHM's student that was being attach to banquet today.supposingly 2 students should report to banquet but the other one MIA!anyway lots of things came back from rosette.is way lots!i didnt really help much cause all are heavy stuffs.lucky zacky and Ee Le are MEN!a big thanks to the two of them.we ate alot today and yet we work alot.(:cheers!should i sign up for that scholarship?went with Ee Le to get the application form.act we agreed to sign up together de.but i got no confident this time le.should i or should i not?confused le.10 thousand leh..ah yoh!i want upgrade but hor..dont know la.messy!okok.got to stop here le.heh heh.

i miss everyone in DHM408C.(i know is abit random but i really miss them.)esp their lame shits!!!<3haha.

iris

ermm
po po..
u r not alone lo!
and u r nv alone!
let mi post e pictures i taken first..
all these r taken on e christmas day. *wif my new fone* hee
hee guess where we went?

my left and my right!

This is a far far place oh! (a bit further a bit further den can reach one)

$6 bic

the CAN is SAME SIZE as HER. hee

e drink is goin to pour on them!

I LOVE MY BIKE

Its quite a tiring day but i really enjoyed it.. i realli love cycling wif po po n her bro as its v fun n will make me feel like goin back to childhood.
Although we had a few conflicts on tt day.. but i realli apologised for some words i used.. as dey nv went tru my big brain when i said out.. realli sry
but i realli hope its a enjoyable day for u.. muack!

Today went to work
had saw a few presents on my table n dey r realli cute n nice
although i had not bought any present to return back.. but i decided to buy lot lot of tibits to giv everyone.



This is bought by my Team Leader mr THOMAS!
haa he is a nice guy who pushed mi n helped mi a lot. tts y i m realli thanksful to him.

It looks very angri when u pressed on it. haa

the back one is from my team member ai ling, left from wei xian my buddy and right from mei feng.
I realli love all these presents. hee

OK. Now back to main topic..
Po po..
i realli hope to see a happi po po wif no worries and no troubles.
everytime i see u unhappi.. i realli will feel unhappy too.
when u r happy, i will also start to smile again..
but no matter how unhappi u r.. i also will try to find ways to make u happi again coz u r my one n onli po po..

Todae u told mi on e fone one thing.. but i realli hope after i say this.. u will understand it..
"No one in this world needs another one to live on.. But its whether he/she will feel blessed n happy when he/she lives on.. No one in this world will always be happy.. But its whether he/she wants to be happy.."

Good nite po po.. i realli realli hope tt e first voice i hear when i wake up is ur voice..
and u r nv alone..

Merry christmas everyone who visted this blog. And a happy new year. May all ur wishes come true. i hope mine will come true too.

nothing really happen today.except that b..... came back to sch today.i didnt realise that until zacky told me.should i avoid him or just treat it normally?well.i choose to avoid than to have contacts with him.cause i guess ignorance will be the best solution for us.heard that he has a gf now.good for him though.hope he wont play the trick of telling other girls that he likes her.enough of him i guess.hmmx..had a talk with jasmine ho.looking at her is how i looked at myself in the past.having the same situation as her last time.holding on to that guy when i know that there won't be any possibilities btw us.what i got in the end was sadness.1 year..it took me exactly 1 year just to forget everything even though the rela was less than a month.what i want to say is..dont bring regrets to u and him.before u trust what people said bout him,ask urself,do u trust him?he is the one that u deeply in love with.and u should be the one who understand him well than other people does.do u think u are selfish by not sparing a thought for him?i guess right now..all he needed from u was trust and understand..letting go might hurt but it definitely bring u and him far..i'm sorry to comment so much when i'm just an outsider..but i really hope u guys will still be friend afterall..take care and sorry for all the comments.

2 more days to our 2 years.i love u (:
iris

i love my new phone.
and it simply represent a new begining.(:
and last of all..i simply love him.


i will be ur lucky star to give u a lucky kiss.(:

iris

i seriously have no idea of what this people thinking.it seems like their brains are down in their ass!and is damn ass!bunch of J -U -V -E -N -I -L -Es, IDIOLTS!do u all think by those kinds of actions u can win us?please think twice k?asshole!CB!

dear god!please have a look out at these kids!punish them hard whenever they bully people!they are just a bunch of useless bums in the society..let them disappear in this world.they all dont belong to here!

iris

The blog is asking mi to blog lo..
hee its been so long since i last blog..
everytime is po po blog onli n always blog her sch stuff de.
i m not jealous lo but jus v lazi to blog.
anyway
this sat we r goin to get this!!

this is for po po! and i still haven decide my color yet.
weee our first phone together.
haa
guess she will be happi like pig after she got e fone.
ok now is some seekret pix time.
haa comparison of her room n my room.


Guess which one is her room n which one is mine?? haa
po po kan le dun angri oh
hee but jus wan to motivate u to clean up ur room more ah.
ermm end of our rooms comparison

this 2 pictures r my toys in office.
without them sure super bored
but e color cube already play till all color mix up le


Po po ah
ur mouth yao fast fast recover oh
if not sat i will help u recover okie?
my first post of e month n will definitely post another one soon. haa

went back to work today.feeling ok bah.but seriously i feel like sitting down and rest.dont really know what exactly happen to me.i might be looking well in front of ppl.but to be honest i'm panting all the way..it seems like a red light signal to me.saying that:iris.dont overwork or stress urself too much.try to give urself a break b4 u fall down and never wake up again..sigh.that's why i told zacky to handle the students instead of me handle.i'm tired of being what i am now..i really scare one day i will just sleep and never wake up again..=(i got this honey tea from kafaz!he came back to sch and do some appeal.then he know i'm sick and that's why he made me honey tea.is nice sia..love it.=)thanks thanks to the tea.appreciated.went to meet vivian later in the evening to pass her the cake for her father.didnt really talk much..seems like the distance btw us is getting more far le..sigh.guess i will stop here bah.got to go slp le.need more rest for new battle tml.nights.

iris

didnt went to work today.feeling extreme weak upon waking up.think i had too much rain on my head that very mon bah.sigh.got to go.bye

how nice if everyday i would to be sick..how nice..

iris

went to EC last night.it was a great experience for baby as he has never been to this kind of function last night.went there around 5 plus as reservation was at 6.lots of people already waiting outside sha villa.not bad huh..father was there too.so happy upon seeing him.he was wearing a bow tie and a so call scarf on his waist.look abit gay though.haha.took some pictures with ah pa.happy!headed to my seat with baby.haha.table 9(originally was table 4)love that seat.romantic.sft viknesh came to me say''iris,here is ur seat that u want with candles and roses.''haha.i got what u mean le ya?everything went quite smooth for the service staff.just that when the crowd starts to come in that time they tend to be very tense up.relax guys.everything is over.u did a good job.=)get to see kafaz and xiao di during the EC.chat a little here and there.the food for the EC was alright and i must say the kitchen staff indeed put in alot of effort in this EC.hope u all can score high.poo yan helen phyo and jacky came too.so happy to see them la.=)took pics with them.hee.after dinner went to watch movie-bolt.err..is nice la.but i nearly fell asleep half way through.did housekeeping today.long time never do le.forgotten alot of things.get to eat free breakfast.thanks shawn.i love sunny side up!=)tml housekeeping again.sian la.really wish i can stay at home and rest.regretted of promising miss raihan that i will help..=xkk..here are the pics.enjoy..
on the way for our dinner.

the so called roses that is on my table.=)

our drinks that is designed by the students.

the duck.

the soup.

sherbet.very nice.

miss them so much.

kafaz and me.=)

me.

him.

he made the heart shape for me<3


*did you notice there isnt any pics of the main course and the dessert?cause i ate it without remembered bout taking down the pics.oops.

iris

''always remember i'm a fireman.i will rush to you when ur house got fire..no matter what''

i can still remember this sentence vividly in my mind..i was crying in front of u the very first week i join shatec.i told you i was scare that i will disappoint u by not doing a good job and this is the sentence u told me..u never failed to encourage me when i was down,upset with things around me.u are just like my real father..really a real father.i can still remember the day u scolded me badly in stewarding room.i didnt shed a tears cause i know u dont like and i understand that u wasnt in a good mood.at that point of time u said u want to throw me to chris loh and i pleaded u not to..u know i hated him lots and that's why u always gossip him in front of me.u taught me so much things..u taught me how to handle big functions..small functions..the students..and many many more.i know at times i always disappoint you..but believe me i never meant it.now u are gone..and i feel so empty out of a sudden.whenever there's a function in the morning,u will always come to the room and shout dumbies,where are you?i took a cab down today.reach sch around 7 plus..i sat at my fav chair waiting for the time to pass.suddenly feel so wierd.and i realise u have resigned and nobody will come to the room and ask for the dumbies.why dont u tell me urself?why didnt u answer when i asked do u have anything to tell me?all i wanted is to hear from u personally..i knew something is wrong with u on wed.u look extreme moody on that day and i even told u stupid chicken stories just to make u smile..and never did i know that that will be the last time i make u smile in sch..i wish it was a joke or nightmare from u to me..it might be another stage in life..but i just cant bring myself to face it..the moment u hug me that time,i cant help but to cry.the hug was so warm..and i know in ur heart u are crying too..i kept on convince myself to respect ur decision.and dont worry..i will try to..cause i know u love me and want me to become strong..dont worry about us k?i promise u that i will not disappoint u..and zacky too.go and have ur holiday..must enjoy k?u must be tired..i know..i will prayed hard to god.ask him to protect u wherever u go.dont forget me k?thanks for telling me that u love me deep deep..thanks..last of all..i love you.u are the greatest father in the world..

iris

i swear father and ai ren definitely brighten up my day by discussing the wolf and gay story..=)today was busy with functions even though those functions were small.i must said that i'm struggling in the morning when both functions started at the same time.at times i really find that shatec ppl are really hard to please.tsk tsk.anyway after the afternoon function started,zacky and i were finally relieved.FINALLY no need to worry about the coffee break ready or not..haha.went to find sandra after the students gone back.was so surprised that she act stay near me.and is very near me.haha.when are we free to head out for fun?=)tml is finally the day for pearlin's group ec.all the best ya.dont be panicked upon seeing the guest ah.just try ur very best..=)jia you.and also all the best to the dcs group who is doing the ec tml..


baby,do u know how much i misses you?
how much i wishes u to hug me tightly?
how much i needed ur kiss on my forehead and say i love you?
if i were given another chance to choose who i wanna be with..
the ans will definitely still be u.
cause u are the reason that makes me smile and move on=)
i love you..


iris

it wasnt a good day today ya..i dont really want to say what exactly happen today but i just hope today will be the last time i teared because of students.anyway thanks for the people who consoled me today.hmmx..will be going back sha villa for housekeeping this sun and mon .can be abit sian la.but sha villa really lack of manpower and that's why miss raihan call for our help.can understand.luckily baby can off on sat.if not dinner will be cancelled.rained very heavily today.my pants was drenched today lo.but walking in the rain with umbrella is nice.and i believe is even more nice without an umbrella.this kind of weather really made me thought of the past where i got no worries at all..i miss the days when i'm still young..time really fies man..how i wish i can turn the time back..i really wish i can....

iris