po po ah
realli sry for these few days de bad manners and rudeness.
i m realli like not tinking much in my words n actions.
sry tt i hurt u so much..
po po..
i realli tink abt it todae after being said by u.. ( but its like scolding also.. )
ermm
i realli dunno tt i m so bad manners and my words r like nv tink jiu said one..
i realli ming bai y u said mi le.
i realli ming bai y u said i v strange these few days le.
i also ming bai y u so angri abt mi.
sry for everything..
i promise i will change n tink b4 i tok nx time de.
po po bie zhai angri le k?
wo zhen de zhi chuo he yao xiang ni ren chuo le.
ok lets not tok abt this le k? see my changes towards a better me k? hee
ermm tml is ur last day le. (which is todae hee also)
u no nid to be angri abt chasing customers for debt and looking at e nasty cat face le.
u no nid to chase after cat for stuff n she say she dunno or wat le.
u no nid to get angri becoz jie mei is unresponsible sometimes le.
u no nid to look at e lousi computer and always hang becoz its such a old comp n get offline becoz of e fax machine le.
u no nid to scare cannot chat wif mi becoz of e cat ard le.
u no nid to get bulli by jie mei le!
u no nid to get bulli by uncle raju also le!
u no nid to get bulli by ah peng uncle too le!
u no nid to travel every morning to amk le!
u no nid to chase after 130 when u missed it at e interchange le!
u no nid to get v tired when nv drink kopi o le! (but i noe u still will drink every morning now)
u no nid to get troubled becoz of dunno wat to eat for lunch le!
u no nid to eat e same old things for lunch le!
u no nid to balance e account every end of month n get troubled when cannot balance e account le!
u no nid to get whistle by e ppls working there n say mei nu le! (but i noe u will miss it)
u no nid to get v sianz n tink of taking cab when u missed 130 when goin home.
u no nid to work till so late n hav to go teach tuition at nite le.
u no nid to hav dinner so late le. (but i noe u still will hav to work at giant till late late)
LASTLY...
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hee
jk ah
i no nid n fetch u after work from there le.
but i realli enjoy fetching po po after work n den go home or go out gai gai. hee
its like a blessing n something realli v nice which i dunno how to say when i fetch u after work.
haa hao xiang wo men shi liang fu qi like tt.
hee
ok
after so many u no nid to.
haa
i tink u will realli miss tt place a lot.
all e ppls there like jie mei, ah peng uncle, uncle raju, ah nest, jie mei's father, e ppls working ard ur place who will whistle at u n call u mei nu, the zhu zhu family (m i right? haa i forget is zhu zhu or wat le.. sry), the coffeeshop ppls, and lastli i noe u sure will miss the kopi o there. haa
but po po ah
"everyone in their life sure will stop at some place to improve n gain experience, den they will have to continue to move on and stop, move on and stop. this is a world where there is no place which u will stay forever le. ren duo shi wang shang pa de - everyone will aim for higher place de. so u must continue to move on and remember to look back sometimes to remind urself not to make e same old mistakes and carry on with ur life."
so po po ah, dun be too sad when u leave e place. jus rmb all e good memories u hav there n keep them in ur heart n not to forget e nice ppls there oh. also rmb e ppls who helped u n the ppls who make u angri b4 oh. becoz yuan yuan xiang bao he shi liao - revenge revenge nv ending. haa
lastli lastli for this post,
po po mus forgiv mi oh. wo shi ai ni de. i will not purposeli harm u n make u angri de. muack!
i love u dear dear. tml rmb after reading this blog go n rest ur eyes oh. haa coz this post realli v long. ohh ya
one more thing, hows ur ulcer le po po? tml rmb to call mi wake up n tell mi oh. muack! drink more water n rmb to smile for e whole day n let them always rmb wo zhui mei zhui ke ai de po po. muack!!! :)

is been so long ever since i blog le.
alot of things happen bah.our 1st year anniversary.4 ulcers in my mouth.internet.laptop.it was really a blessing to be with someone who can tahan all your nonsence for the past 1 year without any grumble.he's a person with no temper.no matter how you make him angry he will pretend to be angry awhile after that he will be back to normal again.a person who is quite vain.no matter wad also must style the hair.(lol)a person who can always stick to the com most of the time.a person whom he will give you a kiss on the forehead and rest you assured that he will be here for you no matter what happen.and one more thing is that..he is a person who dont know how to hide things one.(i always guess correctly what he going to do)hmmx..overall..he is a nice guy.for the past one year he grew up alot.really.he's no longer the sia zhong wei that i known a year ago.no longer the blur blur type.(but my fren always say he like blur blur de)haa.like that cute mah.what i want to say was..thanks for being my side no matter wad happen.and thanks for the patience that you have given me.sorry.always bring unnecessary trouble to you.

my ulcers actually attacked me last month.and now..my godness!4 ulcers came attacking me at one shot!i mean wth!1 is on my tongue(e most big big one)2 on my right(anytime will link)and 1 on my left(it is just beside my tongue)wad word i can describe this situation?PAIN!really..i cant open my mouth fully.i dont have the mood to eat nice food or talk to anyone.the left side of my face swollen abit.i didnt know until my collegue told me:hey ur face swollen le.so jia lat.well.i didnt really care much la.cox is already very painful.haix..been force to guggle with salt water and putting the watermelon powder.it was an order from my mum.no choice.at least..now it was better.at least not so pain.

internet and laptop.all along i wanted a laptop for my ownself very long.and now..it was being screw up because of my bro.shall i blame him?or blame myself?seriously i wont blame anyone.really.angry?yes.i am angry.i hardly drop my tears because of anger even though i am a crybaby.disappointed?yes.i am disappointed but what to do?whatever it is..is all fated de bah.is not time for me to get a laptop yet.

sorry darling.i've been very nasty to you yesterday.is all because i'm gan jiong and everything.my aunt know nothing and that idiot actually left her alone.sorry k?and also sorry for the memory stick.haix..we will go and see tml k?tml will be yours.you decide what you want do bah.k?sorry.

=iris=

i luv todae!
ok lets start wif e morning.
i went out wif mum to temple to "xie tai shui"
ard 3 den i took bus to jp n den find e imm shuttle bus
den i reached imm n walked to e akira service center to collect po po's dvd player.
ermm its kind of hot during e afternoon.
after collectin i went back to imm to take e shuttle bus to jurong east. haa
i waited i tink got 30 mins for e shuttle bus ba. realli long n boring.
but lucki i brought a book to read.
ermm after tt i took 197 at jurong east.
haa its a realli v long journey.
took ard 1hr n 30mins to reach popo's place.
haa reached ard 630pm n it already start to rain heavily le.
so i waited at e bus stop n wait for po po to come back.
haa i dun wan to kana rain so i tink waitin for po po is a good idea.
ermm so i cont my book n slowli waiting.
i tot e bus will come from opp e road tt side but in e end po po suddenli pop out from a bus at e bus stop i m waiting n sit beside mi.
haa i realli feel v happi to see her n i tink she also felt tt way.
this when i feel e happiness and i walk home together wif her.
i realli feel v blessed to hav po po wif mi.
this kind of feeling is realli v amazin lo. haa
after reachin po po hse i put down e dvd player n went to toilet immediateli coz realli ren le very long.
after tt i went home le.
ermm although seeing po po is less dan 30 mins. or even less dan 10 mins. but i realli feel v happi n its realli something i wanted more. haa
thx god to send po po to mi n its goin to be our 1 yr anniversary le which is also xmas eve.
hee
i will promise to giv her a nice n memorable day.
po po i luv u! tml u hav to be alone le oh. muack! mus rmb to take good care oh! :)

weee
po po and mi had chose this new skin together de!!
nice ma??
hee haven fulli complete it la
ermm
todae went to library wif jia jun(popo's bro)
haa borrowed some chinese love novel
becoz po po's influence i started to like readin these books le.
very nice de oh!! esp how dey meet n like each other n how things happened but e couple still get to be wif their love one although some nv la.
haa
ermm some things happened at e library due to jia jun de problem.
he forget to return his own books but he said he returned but actualli e books r popo de
ai ya
in e end made e librarian ma fan n he damn pek cek which i dunno y lo
problems r all solveable n jus nid to be calm can le lo
haiz but he jus dun wan listen to mi n think he always correct
in e end went home n found out his books on e table n nv return
den i called e hotline 100 to find out e library number to apologise
but i sstill hope his attitude towards things can change coz being so easi pek cek is not good in e future de
ermm after goin library we went home n watch tv while waitin for po po to come back.
hee po po finalli back n i when i saw her i realli missed her a lot a lot lo
i feel like huggin her at e moment but cant la coz her mum behind us onli
haa
so after tt eat dinner n gave jia jun maths tuition
tts when i found out his maths realli not tt good yet
but nvmz
i will tutor him until he become good de
hee
ermm after tt we actualli discussed sun go where and i realli get v stressed lo
sun 8am wake up is realli a tough thing for mi coz i always like to late slp de
ermm but lucki po po is there to keep mi cool
den finalli a conclusion came n we r goin to jurong east to play e stuff there like science center arcade n other stuff
ok
todae is realli a nice day
lookin forward to tml de laaaa-kopi session
hee
cya po po tml!! muack!!

不用再擔心什么,不用再害怕什么,笑一笑沒什么大不了..=)

=Iris=

最猛的是我有傻傻的勇气
如果沒有奇跡我創造一個給你
好的坏的都是我的要撐到底
你讓我相信我可以
夢想緊緊握在手中
人就能自信滿滿的向前走
希望收藏在胸口
心就學會要說no拒絕脆弱
因為你在我的左右
因為心中有彩虹
傷痛讓我開始不同
我哭過更加成熟決心已啟動
曾經受傷的我
以為世界只剩寂寞
是你找回我笑容
你的溫柔陪我堅持到最后

傻傻的勇气-楊子楱

Iris