heard my mum said gmm went for operation again.the first thing was..what happen this time?she was talking to me that day and now..suddenly there's this urge that i feel like going back to see her.she is in kl now.i seriously dont mind going back alone.but i know my mum will object that.small aunt called.and she say her condition is stable now and ask my dad not to go back.god.she's my precious.you know how much i love her.please.she havent see finish the world yet.why must she undergo so much of this?i can feel that she is in pain now.please take away all her painfulness.god..i'm feeling very uneasy now.my heart is in a mess now.so much things happen.i feel like crying but i know i cant cry.i must learn to be strong.even when i'm in front of him.i must.gosh..tears rolled down my cheeks eventually.i dont wanna cry.gege say i must be strong.baby say he gets hurt whenever i cry.how?nothing must happen to her..please..

iris