just received a call from anthony.the first question that asked from him was..how's banquet sft?haha.and my replied was always the same.going to die soon.i guess is because he needed someone to scream at and that's why he called.we chatted for like 15 mins.we discussed mainly about the students that we came across.common thoughts ya.to fierce or not to be?to soft or not to be?millions of questions.i think mine is still not the worst but the outlets one..heard alot of stories from the students.but all i can say is..try to put urself in the SFTs shoes.we dont like to scold or gave nasty comments to u all one.but is out of no choice and that's why we got to do that.why would we scold or nasty to u?nothing better to do?it always starts with 2 hands.with one hand u think we can clap?we are all the same sch mates.we started the same time.and why would we want to make things difficult for u all?we are both on the same boat isnt it?so try to understand us.i know students dont like to comes banquet cause there are nothing for them to do.but no choice.no functions recently.and i guess for next week there will be lots of functions.so try to help banquet out k?we can be very nice to u all but first of all u muxt be nice to us too la.cannot everytime we nice then u all not nice la.like what i told w-----,after u show me attitude on that day,u think i'm feeling happy?i feel so lousy the whole day.u think being SFT is very fun?no.is not.we got our own stress too.like trainers gave us stress too.there are so much things for us to learn and we are still learning.so ya.this is all i want to say.i might not be soft anymore.if u guys still late for my banquet,i will still give DPs.cause u guys have been forgiven for too many times le..dont blame us k?
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love,do u know how much i missed you even though we get to meet each other that day?do u know why i wanted a necklace so much?cause i want to wear that to sch everyday.and whenever i misses u,i will touch it.is ok.next mnth i will get it de.love,i wish so much that i can hug u now and tell u,baby i misses u terribly.so much stress in sch and yet i didnt tell u cause i dont want u to worry.i miss u,my love,my baby,my yeye.and i promise no one will replace u even though there are lots of ppl entering my life each and everyday.i love u.我爱你。

with loves，
iris