to be honest with u,i dont mind giving u back the scholarship and tearing away my contract.so what i got this scholarship without doing things that i like?u always say i got no choice,but to tell u the truth i do have.is just the matter of i want let go not.u made me cried badly today.i have never been scolded by anyone like this b4.i respect u and that's why i say u.i care for u and that's why i stop u from taking those things.if u really thinks that i cared the wrong way..then i'm afraid u dont know me well as ur student.u claim that u treated every SFT almost the same.but is that so?ask yourself this.yes.everybody has its diff characteristic.but is that the way u treated me?i cry is because u hurt my feeling.u said those unkind words to me.i cant help but kept on crying..i admit i'm a cry baby.but dont u think that u are too much today?so what i'm a SFT?so what i got that scholarship?it doesnt make me a special person.i dont ask for more but a fair treatment.u scolded zw today too.just because of a spoilt projector.is that the way a trainer should behave?are u sure we kept on irritates father?are u sure we talk rudely to the student?have u ever seen me and zw talking to the student?have u ever see how we ask them to do things?or have u seen how the student talk to us?if u are not with us,then dont talk cock with me.now i hated you.u no longer the one i respect.i wish that u will not appear in front of me anymore.like what mr johnny said.i'm a happy go lucky girl.i dont care much things.happy or sad i'm still iris.but today..u made things change.u really made me feel like quiting being a SFT.what's the point of continuing when u think that i cant do a nice job?if u really dont want to keep me then let me go..just let me go.iris is tired of being SFT.she is tired of treating ppl nice when ppl still complains about her...
failure iris.
