hey peeps.been long enough since my last entry.i'm lazy alright.hmmx..doing my night shift now with keneth & poo yan.the both of them were sleeping in the back office.left me and the security playing com.received a bad news from zw saying that i will be in banquet.i cant cool myself down when i saw that msg.i mean why me?millions and zillions of question marks are in my head now.tears dropped when i get to know the news.though it may mean nothing to ppl out there.but it means lots to me.signing up for this sft thing is because i wish to learn more things from trainers out there and expose to more things too.the complaints,cashiering and bla bla bla.but why am i choose to be in banquet?sorry zw.though i kept on say it will be absolutely fine if i'm in banquet but my heart really cant accept the facts.hoping for miracles.really.a silent night that makes me feel so alone.a silent night that makes me think so much.a silent night that makes me feel so depressed.a silent night that makes me feel like crying...is so silent..baby came to my mind.i misses his hug so much..baby,why am i the one?why...

iris